April 27th, 2005
im kinda bummed. im kinda bummed that i cant play lax for a while and that i may have to get a root canal. im also bummed that i cant get a job at the B&C because im going to be away too much. that means im going to be doing a lot of babysitting and working for my mom's friend. whoopdeedoo.
im kinda sad the school year's almost over. i mean, it was a sucky school year but of course, now things are getting better so i dont really want it to be summer because ill loose touch with everyone. but at the same time im totally ready for summer.
i was looking at the putney site like five minutes ago and i really want to go to india with kate next summer. it would be so incredible. but i dont know if my mom is going to let me go. she wants me to go somewhere to learn a language and i want to go somewhere to do community service. like, id love to go to senegal (it's one of their trips) and help with the aids problem and rebuilding the community but my mom would never ever let me. i dont know, i just really like helping people and seeing other cultures. when im out of college i think i want to join some sort of global action group and do like community service around the world. i just love doing stuff like that. i dont know why.
i really should be studying for my math test right now but i dont want to. im pretty relaxed and mellow right now but i can feel all the stress from the end of the year about to build up and i hate it. i always end up half-assing things at the end of the year. like last year when i didnt study for my exams at all. taht was stupid of me.
i guess im also pretty nostalgic right now too. i dont really like change so i always get pretty moody around the end of the school year. i wish it were 7th grade again. that was such a good year.
im trying to get myself psyched for this summer but im not so sure it's going to work. im just going to be down the shore, doing nothing. i probably wont see morgan at all this summer. seriously. that's going to suck so much.
im starting to feel guilty about not doing anything today so i think im going to go study for math. YES!
Current Mood: nostalgic
You Are 17 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
Current Mood: content
Current Music: it's all understood-jack johnson
Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male
Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: losing hope-jack johnson
Your Japanese Name Is...
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: fortunate fool-jack johnson
April 26th, 2005
summer. 37 days. and italy a week after that. and then a month after that my sister goes to band camp to hang out with her friends and play guitar for a month being a counselor. loser. that means that theres only like 37 days until she gets her license. and then one more year and she goes to college. and so does becca. that's so weird to think about.
my toes are finally normal sized, yay! they burned my foot during surgery but they won't own up to it and they keep making up excuses as to what they actually did. my mom thinks that they cauterized my incision to make it stop bleeding and then they accidentally hit a little part on my leg. it hurts. i was upset becuase yesterday i went to go get the staples out but dr. erfle wasn't there and they didn't take the staples out. exactly three weeks until i get my boot (which im sure caroline will call my booty like she did about my crutch). crutching also sucks, i finally now how frances felt at penn state. oh and francie has a fat lippp because someone chucked a lacrosse ball at her face :). she's my favorite fat-lipped, non-being-able-to-eat-solid-foods, lacrosse player.
exactly 3 years ago today i had my last dance at ravenscroft. i dont know why i remember that, but for some reason the date of april 26th has just stuck in my mind. the sad thing is i can tell you exactly what i wore and who i got ready with.
my ankle hurts, im going to go eat dinner now.
also, dr romansky has a trainer for me this summer. apparently he worked with some of the women on the us womens soccer team. scary? yes.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: gilmore girls in the background
April 24th, 2005
ok i went through like 3 weeks where i couldn't make myself cry no matter how hard i tried and now i can't stop.
i miss hennessy.
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: lua-bright eyes
April 23rd, 2005
score! sally o's coming over! cause we dont hang out every waking moment.
oh yeah also.....i bought a bright eyes "im wide awake its morning" in record form off ebay and im SO excited for it to come becuase i LOVE that cd and i LOVE records, so its like 2 of my favorite things together.
im also trying to get two soco singles on vinyl.
i hurt my pinky yesterday so not only is it now hard to crutch but i also feel like a complete idiot.
Current Music: rip her to shreds-blondie
April 22nd, 2005
hey moo! it's francie, im sitting here in computer connections without anything to do, so i thought i'd update. i dont really have much to say.
this morning i was supposed to be at school at 730 to help decorate because it's spirit day (woohoo)but my mom's alarm didnt go off, so i woke up at 720. needless to say i didnt get to school until like 750 and i still hadnt had anything to eat. so alyna took me to the snack machine for breakfast. nastiest breakfast i've ever had. crunchy m&ms. yummy at 8 am. let me tell you.
another thing, who pays someone $20 for babysitting 3 little girls for 3 hours on a thursday night? yeah, last night i had to babysit and it was okay because i didnt have that much homework but when the dad was driving me home he hands me a twenty and he's like, we'll it's been 3 hours so here's a twenty and we'll call it even. i was like. . . ummmm thanks?? what the fuck. i was so pissed.
how's the ankle doing? the staples? the drugs? i bet you're still asleep right now. right where i want to be. have i mentioned how much i hate computer connections? well, it's time for me to go now. ttyl. hope you feel better. lyl
Current Mood: tired
April 21st, 2005
|03:43 pm - mmm...vicodin.|
i have eaten nothing but saltines, cheese, and bagels since tuesday. oh wait, i had a donut yesterday.
i woke up this morning and my ankle was so swollen that my foot and toes had swollen and i couldn't move them in my splint.
and now its so swollen that i have to periodically hang it over the edge of the couch becuase i keep losing circulation to my toes.
tuesday was the first day taht i was in a doctors office for my ankle and they didn't play "something". for a while it was like a curse, not that i dont like the song, but 3 times, all in different places, when i happened to be in for something concerning my ankle? creepy. but instead i got to have people poke needles into me while listening to terrible showtunes and country.
my mom also told me taht she ate pop-tarts from the vending machine in my honor while i was in surgery.
francie got me mulan and made me a mix and her mommy brought it to me, so that made me happy.
alright, off to take another nap. vicodin makes me dizzy.
Current Mood: in pain
Current Music: janet-format